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with a smile :)

My One True Love
by daisyv

You are my one true love
Dreaming to be with you all throughout the night
Hoping to be with you someday
To share my love for you

You are my one true love
Although many years have passed
You are still my heart
Sitting deep down inside
You are my one true love
Who makes my day brilliant
Shining as the sunny day
As you gave your smile to me..

You are my one true love
Who takes the pain away from my heart
Knowing you still care
And loving me this much

You are my one true love
Though I know I can’t see you
As often as I wanted to
Even to hold you in my arms
All throughout the night

But deep inside my heart
You are the one I love
Wishing to wake up beside you

And not letting you go….

it's different when i said "i miss you :(" and "i miss you :) " . one when i'm all depressed and i wish you were here to share my sorrows with me, the latter one would be me, with a pocketful of faith, that we will be together, always.

today i miss you so much, with a smile :)

the first break up

:)

so i have been through this, obviously.

but also in another way. i think, working (career) is just like a relationship. you searched for one, you found one, you tried hard to be better, you faced conflicts, you were put in difficult positions, okay maybe sometimes good ones, you have had happy moments too. if you accepted it, after couples of years, if became more like a habit. but i always hate when love turns to habit. everything happened without sparks, where are the passions. :) no one knows.

okay back to the relationship. so, that was the end of my first job. it wasn't as easy as i thought it would be. it isn't only saying goodbye, it's when you have to perform a cut off to things you have done, it's kinda saddening when you , okay, me packing all my stuffs and get ready to leave. all of a sudden, it feels like something is taken away.

well, another similarity of a job with the love things is that people always believe that "i deserve something/someone better" and "better one is coming next". lol


fortunately, we are going to meet tomorrow, to sing k. it made the break up process relaxed a little bit.

i'm gonna miss them.
wei shun, janise, tracy, the photographer .especially.
ah ann, hui ting, miss chen tiffany. maybe?

deleted msn contacts : PA , kana and Miki.

Dear Boss : the littlest thing.

lol. i wrote a cheesy post to boss. and then, i ctrl+a. right clicked Copy. Open new tab, log in to hotmail, and send to boss through email. i don't know why, i guess we just need to have some secret on our own. haha not very secretive though. its about a song. Lily Allen's Littlest things.

a perfectly written songs. it reminds me that.

every littlest things remind me of this guy.

it reminds me of how we started talking
we disses each other, we fight and neither of us want to surrender.
i teased him "no wonder no girlfriend" for being cocky,
and at the end i am that girlfriend :)

ir reminds me of what is the sign that i realised boss has fell in love with me,
and how i opened myself when i fell for him. he knew the deepest secret,
that i have ever share.

it reminds me about our heavenly happy moments of staying together.
set up set up, kinder bueno, dota, movies novels. laundry cooking. cuddling. welcome back dance. the heat in blanket and the peck on forehead before he leaves home for work.
and together weskipped shower for ... 3 days.
i also miss every morning when we brush our teeth together.
the stingy amount of toothpaste boss will give me,
has became my habits too, already.
we were happy back then. carefree and contented.

i love wearing his big t shirts, which are now no longer t shirt for him now.
he has gained too much pounds and they all become my pyjamas.
i wonder if he still keeps them, or do i jsut have some new pyjamas ?
honey i need to tell you, my favourite shirts of all,
is still the black, Next one.

"unzhuable" ones.

i love those words you created randomly.
:)

that song, also reminds of the UK.
maybe the accents. maybe the happy times i can think of.
most probably because its the place where my favourite man is at.

P/S : Andrewwwwww !! you are still my favourite British of all times. lol. :) see you in March! hah.


Littlest Things - Lily Allen

Happy anniversary

it was like. zap zap. two years now. :)

boss said : happy birthday to us
and i say love love.

honey, you're still the one in a million, (shake shake bottle)
the one i would still choose if i have to choose again.(the stone)





happy second anniversary.